I write about the death of caterpillars during their transformation into butterflies. I teach about how civil rights activists wanted to overthrow capitalism. You have to completely dismantle a thing in order to make space for the birth of another. I guess this is my undoing. I talk about how I’ve checked so many boxes and all that was, was going through the motions. All the time I tell my players you can’t just go through the motions you have to be intentional. We don’t do things just because. I even say how basketball is more than a game. I say how history repeats itself. The ones who weren’t paying attention in class, are the ones who don’t keep up, who don’t get the picture. Why dont I react to these same lessons. But in my life. Why expect others to see the parallels if my actions don’t show that I do…